Yes I am giving up sugar again, well I have already started. Why, because I think my life and body is better off without it! Yes I love enjoying the sweet goodness of biscuits, slices, sweet breads, lollies, chocolate every so often (a bit too often recently) but all of these give me very short term pleasure for the long term price I have to pay for the effects it has on my body and mind.
Sugar is offered to us in such abundance, it is added to pretty much everything, we can’t get away from it. They are constantly coming up with new variations of treats so we keep coming back for more, and so we don’t get bored. I mean, what is wrong with your traditional sugar and cinnamon doughnut? The variations from this simple creation is astounding, we can even now get a doughnut mixed with a croissant, I am sure it is very delicious but do we really need this in our lives. Perth (where I am from) was lucky for a long time, we didn’t have a Krispy Kreme store and whenever someone would fly to the east coast it was their traveling duty to bring back Krispy Kremes for their friends. Then last year a store opened up here and they had lines of people waiting hours and I mean hours to get their hands on some Krispy Kremes – we are now proud titles holders for the world record of the most Krispy Kreme sold on opening day. People were camping over night so they wouldn’t miss out, they sold 73,200 doughnuts….I don’t know about you but this seems ludicrous to me. We are so lucky to live in this country that our main concern in life is to line up for hours to get a doughnut…..an overrated one at that, I have never been a fan of them myself.
For me I want sugar to be an absolute treat, so when I do eat it I get to enjoy the pleasure that it gives me. If you eat a chocolate or biscuits etc everyday they all start to blend in together. I remember eating something divine for the first time and it was like a pleasure train going through your body but then you eat it again and again and it starts to lose the excitement, the pleasure becomes less and less. I want to bring back that excitement without guilt, knowing that if I allow myself this treat once or twice a year I will enjoy the wow factor so much more.
Addiction!
Sugar is an addiction that keeps returning to us all. It takes seconds to consume a chocolate but then hours spent mentally cursing ourselves for being so weak. Like any addiction there is a tug o war of what you want, to what you do. Some days you are strong and congratulating yourself on how well you are doing and then the next day succumbing to all of your weakness’s. While walking through the aisles of the shops you switch off a certain section of your brain that tells you not to purchase the sweets, you randomly place whatever you are craving on that particular day into your basket, before your conscious switches back on again. There is a faint whisper in your head as you go through the register “you can still back out, don’t buy it” but you have come this far already so you ignore the voices. When you get home you quickly make yourself a cup of tea (well I do haha, seems to be my ritual) and you sit down to consume your drug, before you know it…it is over. The whole build up leaves you thinking – was it really worth it?, I didn’t really enjoy it as much as I thought I would, I should have bought two because one didn’t really hit the spot. The drug has hit your blood stream and they say it sends pleasure through to the brain but all we feel is guilt because we succumbed to our drug again.
I rarely buy packets of things because knowing that they are in the house drives me crazy – Just one last biscuit, followed by another and another it never ends until the packet is gone. Do I eat the whole lot in one sitting, or should I try to spread it over a few days? These are the tricky questions that need answering. We constantly have internal discussion/arguments with ourselves – at the shops you tell yourself to keeping walking, and avoid the aisles with the sweets. How much time in our day do we spend beating ourselves up internally? No wonder we are always exhausted. Why is there so much guilt involved with eating, especially sugar. It should give you absolute pleasure but generally leaves me feeling like I have wasted a good week of eating well and good training.
Week One
This time around I am not going sugar free on my own, I have a team of 10 other people doing it with me. Doing it as a team we can turn to each other for support, there maybe less chance of us going off track as you don’t want to let the team down. We have our individual sugar journey’s but we will all be experiencing very similar things which is comforting and I hope the others feel that way too.
Having done this before I automatically believe that I am going to be successful but that could leave me a little too confident too haha but as I have discovered – each day is a new challenge.
This week is about cutting out all processed sugar i.e. cakes, cookies, lollies, chocolate etc you can still eat fruit but I decided to go cold turkey and eliminate fruit as well. I have been missing my fruit, I love to have blueberries in my oats in the morning and even though blueberries are very low in fructose (which is the sugar that you need to avoid) I am still going to go without for the 8 weeks. Walking into the fruit and veg section of the shops never smelt so good, the sweetness of the fruit is intoxicating. I have about 6 more weeks before I can start introducing fruit back in again.
This week was relatively easy, it is the excitement of starting something new, it is the coming weeks that will be more challenging. I have decided this week to eliminate bread too, even though you can get some good breads out there with little sugar in it but I have no off switch for bread and if I am going to put my body through a detox I might as well wean myself off that too.
I do have a confession, late Sunday after I wrote all of this I was craving something sweet and in a weak moment I ate two fresh dates chopped up in my yoghurt. The yoghurt is a good brand the only sugar in it is lactose and very minimal amount but I did add the dates and well, I have to say after a week of no sugar they were delicious.
Stay tuned for next week 2!